65) I honestly believe the only reason guys ignore me is because I'm fat. I think if I lost 50 pounds, they'd be all over me. I'm not sure why I can't motivate myself to look better.

December 16, 2009

65) I honestly believe the only reason guys ignore me is because I’m fat. I think if I lost 50 pounds, they’d be all over me. I’m not sure why I can’t motivate myself to look better.

I eat maybe once or twice a week because I can’t stand my appearance. I even know that I’m not fat, so I’m not sure why I enjoy doing it.